
I’m doing something I really have begun to dislike, like being someone i’m not. Like asking my boyfriend to quit smoking for me, feeling really PROUD of me, then take it back for the sake of his happiness.
I’m tired of weed. I can’t help it if i am in love with life itself. I don’t need any drug to enhance that feeling. And i also can’t help it if my boyfriend needs stuff to help him get that feeling.
Maybe this problem will solve itself. Maybe it’s not even a problem at all.